I cannot take this anymore..
The fighting; the abuse; all the thoughts make me sore.
They're running rampid inside of my head..
Sometimes I believe I'd be better off dead.
But maybe this is just how you want me to feel..
Searching and gasping for something that's real..
You showed me a place that I once called my home..
But I found out quickly I was better alone.
You put me through hell; didn't put out the fire..
And I had learned quickly, that you were a liar.
Your ways of deception have faded too thin.
And now you are wearing too tightly, your skin.

All this in words, I cry out in vain.
Don't let another go through this much pain.
Only you deserve such a pitiful experience.